My dad took my phone :(

i didnt answer his call. yeah he called 3 times. my phone was on silent so i didnt hear it.
so just that, he told me i may not use my phone.
till when? dont know :|

that makes me hard to communicate with everyone. especially, him.
but i think not having a phone is good too.
well, i value my time and my life.
hahaha
when i have a phone, its like i can just sit there for hours, replying those bbms, doing nothing.
but now, i cant see messy things. i messed the room, and i'll just tidy it up again,
feeling like a neatfreak but it feels much better ._.

and well, i feel like im a too attached girlfriend, maybe with this, i can train my self to not be like possessive?
dont know. feel like im the one who always get too much in this relationship. my friend said i should give less, and a man should give more. lets try then. i dont think i can :x