know me or know me not?

i dont know.

I'm sorry

sometimes, i get jealous thinking that someone else
could make you happier than i could
i guessed its my insecurities acting up
cause i know im not perfect
im not the prettiest, smartest
or most fun and exciting
but
i do know that no matter
how long and how hard you look
you'll never find somebody that loves you like i do.

Trust is like paper

everyone calls me pathetic. but i dont care. im still standing here anyway.

denying this feeling for years

and now i can let it all out

isnt it great that i can stop telling everyone that i just treat you as bestfriend or bro?

yes i am happy

so happy that i can study very well

hahah

i have passed 2 math test, and 1 chem test

i used to always have to retake the test cause i failed

i dont know

you seems to be my strength

but i die a little inside when they ask "so, what's your relationship with him?"

"i dont know. but we love each other :)"

yes i dont know what is this we're going through

but im sure this is true

some says that you might just be another heart-breaker

but i know you are not

i keep convincing myself you are not.

i dont know

call me pathetic.

but i have faith in you.